It's so many things I wanna say
I won't ever bring up
It's some things I gotta pray bout
Some sins that can't go
Untold stories
Some secrets stay like that forever
I miss the morning
I miss just staring at that hair
I miss my old life
Had to switch my lifestyle
If I could talk to my old self
He'd be so proud
You couldn't tell a nigga back then
I was gon' fail
It's some bands on me right now
In my hotel
Everyday I wake up
Fuck a check up
And I count my blessings
You just wanna fuck with me
When I give you no attention
Baby I work hard for what I got
You ain't nothin special
We just wanna feel love
We do not want no commitment
We got that in common,
Me and you a problem
You with me forever
But yo nigga just for now
I don't lie to myself
It's just been me and my wealth
Growing slowly
And my family and my homies
I take care of who take care of me
My emotions take control sometimes I should enroll in therapy
But I still don't need no help
I get by by myself
You gotta watch for snakes in hiding
They gon bite yo hand in silence
I take flights I dropped out college
Told my momma I ain't signing
Till' its a milli on the table
I know I'm great I know I'm capable
I tried to show them love
I get as much love as much hate tho
It's so many things I wanna say
I won't ever bring up
It's some things I gotta pray bout
Some sins that can't go
Untold stories
Some secrets stay like that forever
I miss the morning
I miss just staring at that hair
I miss my old life
Had to switch my lifestyle
If I could talk to my old self
He'd be so proud
You couldn't tell a nigga back then
I was gon' fail
It's some bands on me right now
In my hotel