I'll watch it all go down in flames Knowin' there's no one to blame but me Another vice to kill the pain Knowin' that the pain will set me free So I sit here starin' at the sky, and wonder why The hands of God still hold me, and help me through this life A sinner in so many ways, I've made it through so many days I struggle, still lookin' for a sign A little purpose The story of my life I'm haunted by the words you said Prayin' that there's any hope for me This holy war inside my head Is probably not the safest place to be So I sit here starin' at the sky, and wonder why The hands of God still hold me, and help me through this life A sinner in so many ways, I've made it through so many days I struggle, still lookin' for a sign A little purpose The story of my life The story of my life So as the darkness turns to day The light it shows the depth of my disguise My safety was naivety Created by deception and with lies So I sit here starin' at the sky, and wonder why The hands of God still hold me, and help me through this life I'm a sinner in so many ways, I've made it through so many days I struggle, still lookin' for a sign A little purpose The story of my life The story of my life The story of my life