You think that you can just count me out No indecision left to think about I'm done with keeping silent in my mouth This thoughtless drought You're so out of touch with the things you confide in You play games in your head While I'm stuck losing them Hold your knife to my throat No content, all for show Jump in and out of place No room to fall and bruise Kept all my focus strained Yet I'm still last to move Why do I pretend to keep caring When I know I'll never keep my peace? I pretend to keep caring When I know you'll never let this be I know you'll never let this be What makes you my thoughts so nice enough to hurt everytime Locked away inside my own grave Tear down something great, Patch it up with hate just to fill the space I'm staring at the floor But I'll never understand it Why do I pretend to keep caring When I know I'll never keep my peace? I pretend to keep caring When I know you'll never let this be Why do I pretend to keep caring When I know I'll never keep my peace? I pretend to keep caring When I know you'll never let this be