There's no time for things that I perceive As bringing out the worst in me It's hard enough to get up off the ground But I'm holding onto useless thoughts Of a fight I wish I never fought And now my back's against the wall At least there's nowhere left to fall Just the time it took to fix my lack of trust I do all I can, but still it's not enough Now I'm holding on to shed this ball and chain I tried, but I'm still dragging dead weight I'm lusting for the little things I love I never learned with any self-control Guess I just couldn't bring myself to care So many years I wasn't there Now I'm living with no time to spare My pattern overthinking isn't scarce I just couldn't bring myself to care Myself to care And now My back's against the wall At least there's nowhere left to fall Just The time it took to fix my lack of trust I do all I can, But still it's not enough Now I'm holding on to shed this ball and chain I tried, but I'm still dragging dead weight