And who have I become? A nervous wreck obsessed with second guessing myself And it's getting harder to keep still 'Cause I'm so sick Of walking when my lungs are begging me to run So don't act like I'm not choking while you drown A picture perfect image that isn't clear And now I'm back to the same place That I swore I'd never return to And now I'm back to the same place That I swore I'd never return to And now it feels like home Let me break it down for you Of what it's like to be stuck in between dishonesty And the happiness that you call greed With writings on the wall But you never took the time to read at all I tried my hardest to let you know I'm dying and I'm stuck in time I tried my hardest to let you know I'm dying and I'm stuck in time And now I'm back to the same place That I swore I'd never return to And now I'm back to the same place That I swore I'd never return to