I'm hollowed out where a bright crux used to be I'm shredding my skin like you wouldn't believe I couldn't help myself, I just needed to grieve While I lived vacant in a memory Backtrack never thought I'd ever be back Think fast never thought I'd ever be last I'm selfish with time, it's my only worth Step back 'cause I'm feeling really outmatched Forced in while I'm dealing with the contrast You're far from me, that's hard for me, tread carefully I'm tongue tied inside With a little bit of lust mixed in to mold myself this solitude I live in pretend Like I'm never gonna need a friend again, I'll keep myself intact Drift away to a place that's not so harrowing To the back plate of my mind, digging up what's left to find With the bar set way to high for me I'm bound to sink uncomfortably I'm tongue tied inside With a little bit of lust mixed in to mold myself this solitude I live in pretend Like I'm never gonna need a friend again, I'll keep myself intact I'm tongue tied inside With a little bit of lust mixed in to mold myself this solitude I live in pretend Like I'm never gonna need a friend again, I'll keep myself intact