I don't like to let myself
Get closer than what you just felt
It never really ends that well
And I'm sick of carrying that guilt
Promise I don't want your help
And I'm doing just fine by myself
You should look somewhere else
'Cause I'm stuck inside my own hell
And I can feel pain the moment that I wake up and
I'm the worst of luck to anyone that I let in
I hate that I'm wasting
Every single better moment
And I hate that I'm faced with
Losing everyone I'm closest to
And I know that could mean you
Never wanted you to see that
But I went and wasted
Every single better moment
With you, oh
I'm sick of always fighting it
And I fall asleep with that regret
Feel it underneath my skin
I accept that I get what I get
Made it so damn hard just to let you in
Told myself I never would again
I've been driving city lines away from my regret
And you could never understand it
I hate that I'm wasting
Every single better moment
And I hate that I'm faced with
Losing everyone I'm closest to
And I know that could mean you
Never wanted you to see that
But I went and wasted
Every single better moment
And I'm faded
Frustrated
Spinning in my bed
Staring up at the ceiling
And I'm faded
Frustrated
Spinning in my bed
Staring up at the ceiling
I hate that I'm wasting
Every single better moment
And I hate that I'm faced with
Losing everyone I'm closest to
And I know that could mean you
Never wanted you to see that
But I went and wasted
Every single better moment
I hate that I'm wasting
Every single better moment
And I hate that I'm faced with
Losing everyone I'm closest to
And I know that could mean you
Never wanted you to see that
But I went and wasted
Every single better moment