Rain, come and wash away everything that I see Flood the room I'm in and cover me When the water rises will you try to still remember me? Sinking beneath that place you call your memory If you're the ghost, what could I ever be? Haunting You never needed it, you never felt what I felt You don't hurt like I hurt, no, I don't need your help I can sink by myself, I can hate by myself I can live by myself, I can love no one else I can feel, no I can't I think no one else could ever sink To the place I learned to go within That I learned to find comfort in Mess, mess, just like the rest Always behind but I'm doing my best Wasting my time 'cause I don't know what's next And scared doesn't even begin to describe it I try to deny it, the end is in sight And I fight it with everything that's inside And I'm lost I'm so lost So lost Oh, I just hope you know Your emptiness infects me Can't breathe, my chest is heavy No medicine can take away you It feels never ending To think you made me happy I guess I lied to hide from the truth Oh, no Oh, no I guess I lied to hide from the truth