It doesn't matter who's around
I always feel alone
It doesn't matter where I'm at
I never feel at home
It doesn't matter if I succeed
I'm still a failure in my heart
So you can shed your light on me
But all I see is dark
And yet I still keep pushing on
Even though my heart is gone
It feels like everything I was
Has been a memory for so long
I wish that you could understand
But I can't even put it in words
So how can I expect you
To understand this hurt
I've had enough
I've had enough
It happens every single day
It happens everywhere
I lose myself inside my mind
And all the darkness there
So where the Hell am I to run
When the enemy's inside
'Cause now my brain just fights itself
With thoughts of suicide
So how can I keep pushing on
When my willpower is gone
It used to be so easy to be okay
But now it's not
It's been so hard to deal with this
Because I couldn't find the words
I hope it's not too late before
I realize what I'm worth
I've had enough
I've had enough
Now I've had enough
I've had enough
I've had enough
I've had enough
I've had enough
I've had enough
So if my embers go cold
And my fire goes out
You can sift through my ashes
To find all my doubts
I've had enough