I'm manic
I've become the damage
Then I see the light and I'm feeling like I'll manage
Now I'm panicking
I've become a mannequin
Out of sync and now my soul is vanishing
It's smoke and mirrors to cope with fears
I'm slipping down the slope and hope my soul appears
I'm choking on the tears
But wrote for years and know that
I was speaking to myself and to myself I spoke back
I've gotta remind myself I am the Higher Self
Inside it hides so I decided to find myself
You wanna hold out
You gotta let go
Minimize ego live your life free
No promises or regrets to defect your method
Reflect and direct your life through the message
It seems the only way that you can truly take control
Is to separate the spirit from the fear of letting go
I'm waking up
Can't you see that everything
Has come crashing down on me
I have tried to let it be
But now you've got to set me free
Wake up and I'm covered in sweat
Catching my breath and I'm clutching my chest
Now I'm fretting
My head's embedded in dread
And is threaded in webbing
And now I'm second guessing regret
Rip back the veil
The fact you failed
Will you lead back to track the trail and drag the pail
Up to the well and draw from it 'till your cup overflows
You can truly take control if you just let it go
I'm waking up
And it goes to show you spoke from growth
'Cause whenever you quote the code
You know to just let it go
'Cause I've had enough
I said it goes to show you spoke from growth
'Cause whenever you quote the code
You know to just let it go
Just let it go
Can't you see that everything
Has come crashing down on me
I have tried to let it be
But now you've got to set me free
You're all about you
I finally see
That I need to bleed you out
'Cause what we were is a memory
So you've got to set me free
You blacked out the sky and swallowed the atmosphere
You left me to die and told me to disappear
You showed me your hate so I harnessed your spite
And built a fire
Now the sun in the day and the moon in the night
Will guide me higher
You know that the only way to take
Control is to throw away the things
You hold
Break the chains and make the change
Let go
Throw yourself into The Void
You know that the only way to take
Control is to throw away the things
You hold
Break the chains and make the change
Let go
Take control and just let it go
You showed me your hate so I harnessed your spite
And built a fire
Now the sun in the day and the moon in the night
Will guide me higher
Can't you see that everything
Has come crashing down on me
I have tried to let it be
But now you've got to set me free
You're all about you
I finally see
That I need to bleed you out
What we were is a memory
So you've got to set me free