I tossed and turned in bed,
Trying to remember every word you said to me.
Was I supposed to walk away
From everything I'd ever hoped to have someday?
I thought you could become my cure,
The fix to all the trouble I stir,
But who are we to ever become?
I'll never close that gap between us.
How will I find out what's right?
And every single chance I get,
I'll try to remember every word that you said.
'Cause every single lie seems to stop the time,
I would never find that,
Could we ever find the right time?
We can see this through,
The time is so wrong and there's nothing that I can do.
I'm failing, I just can't believe this,
I'm torn not seamless.
Was it all a dream,
Holding you on my last night in the city?
It seemed to melt away,
It feels so good to breathe you.
When you said to me,
"How could I not agree,
I've never felt so alive in someone's company."
But who are we to ever become?
I'm torn not seamless.
I said I'd find you in your dreams.
And every single chance I get,
I'll try to remember every word that you said.
'Cause every single lie seems to stop the time,
I would never find that,
Could we ever find the right time?
We can see this through,
The time is so wrong and there's nothing that I can do.
I'm failing, I just can't believe this,
I'm torn not seamless.
If not now, if not now,
When can we, when will we ever be?
If not now or somehow,
I wish I could trust your sincerity.
How will I find out what's right?
I hope you see me in your dreams.
And every single chance I get,
I'll try to remember every word you said.
'Cause every single lie seems to stop the time,
I would never find that,
Could we ever find the right time?
We can see this through,
The time is so wrong and there's nothing that I can do.
I'm failing, I just can't believe this,
I'm torn, I'm torn.
I'm torn not seamless,
You left me seamless.
I'm torn not seamless,
You left me sleepless.
And every single chance I get,
I'll try to remember every word you said.
'Cause every single lie seems to stop the time,
I would never find that,
Could we ever find the right time?
I'm torn.