I wanted to get higher to feel what up can be. I wanted to hold my breath To find my way back to reality. I lost my grip with strength And I was left alone to drown. No tide could help me shift I'm on my way back down to the fucking ground. Way back down to the fucking ground. I'm drifting away Trying to hold on to this heavy chain That keeps bringing me down. My mind is floating, my heart is racing And I don't know where the fuck I'm going. I'm drifting away. Trying to stray from the path that was given me. But I'm stuck at the bottom of the sea. Where I can't see, nothing else but me. I can't breathe. I'm drifting away Trying to hold on to this heavy chain That keeps bringing me down. My mind is floating, my heart is racing And I don't know where the fuck I'm going. Where the fuck I'm going. Where am I going? I've been searching for light in the abyss of life. So scared that I won't make it out alive. I can't breathe. I was searching for hope At the bottom of the sea. Little did I know that my faith was going to let me drown. Let me drown. Little did I know that my faith was going to end me.