Searching for the end Crawling through the flame Grinding my teeth I'm Seeking oblivion Seeking oblivion Darkened dilemma Wallowing in fear Lost in myself Grief stricken My thoughts are sickening What difference does it make When every single step that I take Is just another mistake to you Brief instances of grief Negated by delusion and denial Delusion and denial Searching for the end Crawling through the flame Grinding my teeth I'm Seeking oblivion Seeking oblivion Sleep deprivation No motivation Self mutilation Total desolation of my mind What difference does it make When every single breath that I take Is just another mistake to you Reality suspended before my eyes I stare into a world that I want no part in Everything ceases to breathe Take me off this fucking Earth When I turn blue and fall asleep Don't try and wake me up Leave me to rest When I turn blue and fall asleep Don't try and wake me up Leave me to rest Don't bring me back Don't bring me back Searching for the end Crawling through the flame Grinding my teeth I'm Seeking oblivion Seeking oblivion Seeking oblivion Seeking oblivion