All this weight on my shoulders Breaks my legs and my heart And once again I am wasted From the fear of disappointing you Deep inside, I'm terrified But there's a hope you'll fix me so I can be free I'm so sorry (so sorry) For making you cry again I'm so sorry that I tried Silence keeps me awake for every move and mistake Don't judge me for what I've done This is not who I am I cannot feel your presence In my drained out heart The spark has left your eyes I know that I'm falling apart And I have failed you once again You slit my wrist and blacked my eyes Abandoned your home with the lights still on Push me to the edge Drown me in my blood Feed me your lies That help me sleep at night Silence keeps me awake for every move and mistake Don't judge for me for what I've done This is not who I am Silence keeps me awake for every move and mistake Don't judge for me for what I've done This is not who I am And in the end you'll be but a memory Just a memory, yeah Silence keeps me awake for every move and mistake Don't judge for me for what I've done This is not who I am Silence keeps me awake for every move and mistake Don't judge for me for what I've done This is not who I am