Could I have done a single thing Or spoke a word to change this outcome Should we have heard the warning bells When you laughed aloud but your eyes cried out Cuz in the aftermath We have these questions asked And we'll never have the answers Must we just let go I know you're at peace but I still linger Caught in suspension Unable to continue forward And I pray everyday, please God take my guilt away Cuz I'm unable to continue on Wherever I go, I'm never alone The ghost of your memory keeps me suspended I'm so sick of throwing blame above And I'm so tired of barely hanging on I know you're at peace but I still linger Caught in suspension Unable to continue forward And I pray everyday, please God take my guilt away Cuz I'm unable to continue on Somewhere, wherever you are Know that I loved you with all of my heart Know that your absence has torn us apart Stained all the memories of who you are Coward If I could turn back time I would do things differently And I would say just how much you mean to me But you're gone I will swallow these words I left unsaid Until we meet again I know you're at peace but I still linger Unable to continue on I know you're at peace but I still linger Caught in suspension Unable to continue forward And I pray everyday, please God take my guilt away Cuz I'm unable to continue on