It's been too many years
It's been too many years
It's been too many years (I've been alone inside my mind)
Way too fucking long, I (it's been too many years)
Don't know why I feel like this
It's been too many years of feeling this in my head
I'm replacing all the pain with drugs and that fucking sucks
So I ran away
All these blinding lights replace them lonely nights
Wish I could save you too, but I'm broke inside
Tryna save myself from what I feel
I grew up taking pills, but now I found something else
I hope that I can put it down
It's almost fucking lethal, and they just made it legal
I'm a fucking addict, and it's all my fault
I hope that I can change the way I feel inside
Da, da, da-da-da
I grew up taking pills, but now I found something else
To help me control the way I feel Inside
Codependent drugs mixed with love growing up
I wish I was stuck in the past
I'm taking all these drugs to the face
Wish that I could relive all the times that we had before I fucking leave
Wondering if I'ma make it, I'ma skip this conversation
Girl, I hate myself for everything I did
I'm taking all these drugs, hoping that I'll erase it
I hope that one day you can save yourself
I know that that day is not right now
But if you keep going, you can make it
Prosper