My goddamn life is a suicide
From the day i remember death has been by my side
Like a remembrance of mortality
Some things can't be fixed
They can only be carried
I'm a freak i am a failure
I'm condemned to this life
This truth or dare
Is not for me to decide
Crawl in the dirt again
My goddamn life is a suicide
A dark angel walks by my side
With a gun into my mouth
A friend of steel that never lies
I'm a freak i am a failure
I'm condemned to this life
This truth or dare
Its not for me to decide
I crawl in the dirt again
I'm back in the shit again
The taste of steel that makes me real
Makes me cry again
My fkd up life was a do or die
Now it's time to say goodbye
I say goodbye to nothingness
That was my so called life
I'm a freak i am a failure
I'm condemned to this life
Now it's time for me to dieeeeee
From the cradle to the grave nothing has changed
From the cradle to the grave I craaaawwwlll