Fuck my life
That ain't cool
That ain't you
That ain't right
I'm not okay
I'm not alright
Fuck my life
Fuck my life
Fuck my life
Fuck my life
Fuck my life a hundred times
Wish I could cry, but I can't
I'm not alright
I'm not alright
I'm not okay
I'm out of fight
Wish I could cry
But I can't
I'm alive
Tryna drink 'til I blank out my head
I'm alive
My wish, I wish I was dead
I'm alive
My wish, I wish I was dead
Tryna drink 'til I blank out my head
Been fuck my life til I die, til I'm red
I'm alive
My wish, I wish I was dead
Don't fuck with me I'm drama
That's best for you, I promise
It follows me like shadows in the darkness
I got one too many problems
I'm an addict
Caddy crashing
Pad on fire
Court dates stacking
I lost track of all the bad shit
I call shotgun like Cobain
Who got one?
Let's go man
If not I might go out shooting
I got that cannon
I got that road rage
Got my face down in white girl
She blows me while I do cocaine
I'ma die if I don't stop fucking up
But I'm a fucked up kid and it won't change
Where the bottle at
I'm an alcoholic
Don't call it that
I'm a bottle cap
Cuz I stay on top
Come twist me off
Life fucked me
Gave me an autograph
And ain't called me back
So I fucked the world
Like, fuck you too
Make you all giraffes when you give me neck
Can't smile no more
Shit's disrespectful
I'm unhappy, alright?
If I was you, what would you do back?
That can't be true
How could you do that?
And that ain't You
Not the You I met
Oh
Now it's deuce
Fuck you do?
Fuck my life
That ain't cool
That ain't you
That ain't right
I'm not okay
I'm not alright
Fuck my life
Fuck my life
Fuck my life
Fuck my life
Fuck my life a hundred times
Wish I could cry, but I can't
I'm not alright
I'm not alright
I'm not okay
I'm out of fight
Wish I could cry
But I can't
I'm alive
Tryna drink 'til I blank out my head
I'm alive
My wish, I wish I was dead
I'm alive
My wish, I wish I was dead
Tryna drink 'til I blank out my head
Been fuck my life til I die, til I'm red
I'm alive
My wish, I wish I was dead
Fuck my life, I live like I'm dying
Poltergeist I can't sit in silence
Magic Mushrooms, I feel the 'cybin
Inside my head's an insane asylum
Stopped getting high cuz I had to hide it
That's when I knew that I had a problem
Drug addict and I couldn't deny it
Feel like a lame for telling you to try it
I've walked with demons
I've spoke to God
That means I talk to myself a lot
All you had to be was there for me
Truthfully, that would've helped a lot
Some days I laugh more than others
Some days I just really need a hug
Tryna wrap my head around confusion
I'm used to lashing out on everyone
And when it's all
Said and done
I ain't gonna be the one to have no regrets
I just ain't wanna
See you lose
I'm still glad I ain't saved my breath
I get paid to talk about my pain
Why the hell would I wanna die
Fuck the world a hundred million times
Still suicide how I feel inside
You could never make me give in
You're the only reason
I'm sinning
Sinning
Fuck my life
That ain't cool
That ain't you
That ain't right
I'm not okay
I'm not alright
Fuck my life
Fuck my life
Fuck my life
Fuck my life
Fuck my life a hundred times
Wish I could cry, but I can't
I'm not alright
I'm not alright
I'm not okay
I'm out of fight
Wish I could cry
But I can't
I'm alive
Tryna drink til I blank out my head
I'm alive
My wish, I wish I was dead
I'm alive
My wish, I wish I was dead
Tryna drink til I blank out my head
Been fuck my life til I die, til I'm red
I'm alive
My wish, I wish I was dead