Desperately, trying to find my way And hopelessly, grabbing for the words to say And I can't see, I'm searching for the remedy And I want to be the way I dreamt it to be And it feels like you're a million miles away Will I heal when you're so far from me? I'm desperately seeking I'm dangerously hoping the walls will come down 'Cause I don't want to go home right now And I'm desperately seeking I'm dangerously hoping the walls will come down 'Cause I don't want to go home right now Choking me with these words I say Apologies: There's not enough to say or express And I confess that you're everything to me To me And I'll be what you want me to be I can't see past the broken part of me I'm desperately seeking I'm dangerously hoping the walls will come down 'Cause I don't want to go home right now And I'm desperately seeking I'm dangerously hoping the walls will come down 'Cause I don't want to go home right now Suffocate the things I hate with the remedy inside of me again I suffocate the things I hate with your remedy inside of me again Again I'm desperately seeking I'm dangerously hoping the walls will come down 'Cause I don't want to go home right now And I'm desperately seeking I'm dangerously hoping the walls will come down 'Cause I don't want to go home right now I'll go home right now I'll go home right now