I've twisted myself inside out and back again Hated myself when I was my only friend Stared down at the ground in shame But stared myself back down in the end Cause I'm free I'll never go back again And it's the only way that I wanna be Free I'll never be blind again And that's the only way that I'm gonna be When I think about how so fucked up I am I don't focus too much on the pain Just enough to know I'm still alive and realize how lucky I am Lucky I am Lucky I am Cause I'm free I'll never go back again And it's the only way that I wanna be Free I'll never be blind again And that's the only way that I'm gonna be Fly now... Seeming so far away Gonna fly now... Gonna fly away... I've twisted myself inside out and back again I don't focus too much on the pain Cause I'm free I'll never go back again And it's the only way that I wanna be Free I'll never be blind again And that's the only way that I'm gonna be