Basking in memories of when you weren't there for me
Caused me to fall away and see you as the enemy
'Cause I felt alone
And my heart became cold
Feeling left behind, I'm struggling to survive
Lost wandering the darkest corners of my mind
I didn't know you were fighting your own war
(But now I know)
I was already down before I let you drown
And I'm sorry
Whoah
You were beggin' for love, but I didn't have enough
And I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
Stuck only on my dreams, my insecurities
When everything I need was right in front of me
I couldn't save you
And I'm sorry, always sorry
I did this to you
Facing your misery took so much bravery
Fighting alone with nobody else kills me
You did what it takes to find a light in a dark place
You begged for empathy but I gave you toxicity
Nowhere to hide in a house of hostility
But you chose to stay
Found your own way to love me
And you loved me
Yeah, you love me
You were already down before I let you drown
And I'm sorry
Whoah
You were beggin' for love, but I didn't have enough
And I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
Stuck only on my dreams, my insecurities
When everything I need was right in front of me
I couldn't save you
And I'm sorry, always sorry
I did this to you
I was convinced I was doing the right thing
Building up walls, looking only out for me
I was convinced I was doing the right thing
But if I'd lost you
I'd lose everything
I was convinced I was doing the right thing
I was convinced I was
I was already down before I let you drown
And I'm sorry
Whoah
You were beggin' for love, but I didn't have enough
And I'm sorry, I'm so sorry
Stuck only on my dreams, my insecurities
When everything I need was right in front of me
I couldn't save you, and I'm sorry
Always sorry
Stuck only on my dreams, my insecurities
When everything I need was right in front of me
I couldn't save you
And I'm sorry, always sorry