I been up I been up
Listening to hard beats
Tryna get back into the rhythm of my heartbeat
I been up I been up maybe I just might be
Drinking up the moon I'm in too deep
I know I'm fiery
Maybe I'll dip into the pool
Maybe then I will feel alright
Maybe its time to get under the cover
Make love to the night
Feeling out of balance
Maybe my shoes getting too tight
I need to move on
My freedom only time I'll put up a fight
Put up a fight but is it worth it
Life guards watching me drown like I deserve it
Amazumi I'm assuming it's the passage of life
To cut off the roots of all your evil eyes
How can you do this to your home
Well I came this far I came alone
On my own discretion my intention's
Never to hurt you
Never to hurt you
I been up lately
Missing a heartbeat
I wish that I could fill the void living inside me
I been unstable
Think I'm unable to reach the depth I wanna feel
But feels like
I ain't made for this
I ain't built for this
I never prepared for this
Lately I been lost
Tryna find my own way into the sun
I don't belong
To anything
Belong to
Anywhere
Belong to
Anywhere
Got myself tied up
Like a strangled rope
And I just tangle upon it forever
Gone insane never recovered
Gotta do my thang and tame my heart
And cover stains and my domain is where I wander
Still my sanity got sundered
Always did everything I can just to lay low
Getting calls street so empty can't reach the payphone
My eyes fully flashed I fell flat
Get my knees up stand up way up to my heart
But I just can't
I think
I ain't made for this
I ain't built for this
I never prepared for this
Lately I been lost
Tryna find my own way into the sun
I don't belong
To anything
Belong to
Anywhere
Belong to
Anywhere
I been hearing voices
I been hearing noises
When the sun goes down tonight
Will you be honest
Will you be honest
Cause I ain't nothing like you
I been loving the sea
I been loving the waves
I been looking for ways just to be alright
I been searching for you
Have you been searching for me
Follow the tracks in the sand
To the sunrise
No complaints
No complaints
To the sea
Just rainy days
Just rainy days
No complaints
No complaints
Just rainy days
Just rainy days