Will someone ever Trace the rivers in my thighs? Will I ever See myself through someone else's eyes? Or will I gnaw At every hand that ever fed me? Will this town ever be a memory? Will I grow above the tangle of family trees? Or will my roots Weigh me down And stop my struggling? I wanted to fix the world Put it under my tongue and let it melt Now I'm too broken and ashamed To even fix myself Everyone's got a hole they need to fill With whatever they can get their hands on The more that I fill, the more empty I feel I don't know where I'm going No, I don't know where I've been I know I lost First place We both changed our directions I settled for your silver They say it's better with my Complexion I wanted to fix the world Put it under my tongue and let it melt Now I'm too broken and ashamed To even fix myself Everyone's got a hole they need to fill With whatever they can get their hands on The more that I fill, the more empty I feel I don't know where I'm going No, I don't know where I've been Everyone's got a hole they need to fill With whatever they can get their hands on The more that I fill, the more empty I feel I don't know where I'm going No, I don't know where I've been