Yeah how it go bey? This my kind of wibe I miss my dawgs bey I guess it's for the better Shit, nothing lasts forever And I don't really mean to babble But you know the loudest people Go through silent battles Tryna find a paddle Stuck in a wave of emotions In and out of relationships Afraid of these oceans Wonder why we act like we okay when we broken When we pray in the open Praying and hoping That they open up heaven's gates For the real ones floating From the city of golden gates But these gates ain't golden Maybe I need someone else huh? My heart still frozen Said they got me like origami they folded My composure I hold it Through the bad weather Hanging with some bad fellas Times where they felt they have to step But they ain't half steppers Where I'm from they quick to tell you get If you're no cash getter Let's get the cash don't let the cash get us Even though the cash never bringing back The ones who had our back Fuck a manager bey try and manage that People did me wrong and I ain't even mad at that I wanna see you smile Even if it means you can't stay a while Ain't hard to tell that I was never daddy's favorite child All this weight I carry on my shoulders It could break a tile Fuck a hotline, my lines hot, I ain't make a dial In the same room But when we argue it's like 80 miles Never seeing eye to eye Crying hoping eyes could dry Til then we getting high Cause people left us high and dry Yeah, sometimes I feel like a prisoner When you go to heaven you a tenant, no visitors Fuck a mistletoe, toe to toe I'd face missiles To make love official, Don't blow it like a whistle, Stay by, my dawg couldn't stay, why? All he really wanted was a bounce like AI Why he couldn't say bye? Real hood scars, my dawgs nothing like JI One wrong turn could give your mother a grey sky Gritty Nassau where they ain't tryna be good guys Mama be good why, we heard the good die You ever watched thugs cry? Crazy what hurt do You feel a certain pain certain things can't hurt you You sayin I gotta cry for you to realize I hurt too? Why Juice had to die for them to see what them percs do? Yeah I know, you can't put this pain in reverse So I put my mind on drive And put this pain in a verse I'm tryna show you niggaz how it go If I ever left you baby then I had to go When it was time for them to leave me they said adios And I ain't even spanish, But it don't matter what you speak cause everybody damaged For her to be my whole world I really didn't plan it I really wanna make you mine Ain't rushing for relationships I gotta take my time Cause it's the ones you'd buy a rollie who'd waste your time The same ones you'd buy a wraith They'd go ghost on ya And then when you turn a ghost They write posts for ya Grammy old and I'm scared to get close to her Sometimes I think like when she go I wanna go with her Juice told us life's a mess yeah I know nigga You could die on that road ride slow nigga Nas told us life's a bitch yeah I know nigga You could die on that road ride slow nigga ride slow