Yeah yeah yeah yeah I mean the mainstream songs be cool and all But I rather make songs like this For whoever wanna listen They gone feel it more you know I'm focused on getting straight Shit, I broke bread with niggaz who bonds I thought would never break Never thought I'd see the day I'd be someone they'd emulate Niggas hoping this ain't no love song Cause they know they bitch getting serenade Shit, I made love songs cause the bitches love it But the niggas hate Mama, I tell em straight I still keep it real, everybody fake Shit, I had big plans for this year but everybody getting take Wanted my grammy to see me blow Fuck it I was too late I thought by now I'd be straight I know I barely pray but does that mean I won't get to see my dawg in heaven gates I know I ride with steppers but does that mean I ain't gone elevate Dropped out of school I told my teachers I found a better way If you don't believe in me then it's fuck you til the bed head break Feel like it was just the other day We was walking in kemp road with Tee now they got him in a cage I'm with my niggas if we walking bare feet or we riding in a range I told my niggas they can count on me God forbid that ever change Shit, I know Lester down for me doubt that'll ever change Tryna get my young niggas out the streets dawg y'all was led astray With some niggas who could barely rap on beat But I rather them rap with me than see them clapping heat I done seen my tank been full And watched it go back to E I ain't had no job big cuz said you could trap with me Had bitches tryna get back with me who turned their back on me It was all good just a week ago shit went bad on me Can't get cheese with everyone cause they might rat on me Can't keep it real with everyone cause they gone cap with me You know it's sad to me I looked out for niggaz And they won't even share my tracks for me Not one song They crossed me like Jesus up on calvary It's all love dawg I know people mad at me I'm too old to hold a grudge dawg R.I.P. Lloyd, I heard they hit you up with slugs dawg Same time I'm praying for my bro he lost his mother this year She was like my second mum God please bring Mrs. Butler back here While you at it bring my dawg back too Bring Pa back too, bring Juan back too Bring grammy Marge back too, auntie Anne back too Bring Parge back too, bring 'em all back through Me and Bwah like Keenan and Kel dawg we all that too If you don't think that I'm good for you I'm a fall back too That's what you want me to do? Only get a few real ones in this life if I was you I'd keep me close Had to fix the niggaz in my squad Some of them might keep me broke If I can't take some of y'all with me Y'all ain't gone wanna see me blow Ain't gone need me no more Leja ask why I send so much voice notes but I wonder if lele know That I lost people close and some of them we ain't gone speak no more I send voice notes for the days You won't here my voice no more Shit, I'll be fine if I never make a milli Can't say I ain't make them feel me Got people tatted on my skin just praying God forgive me I did that so when I go I can take em with me, real talk Hope you don't mind, I got these tattoos so I don't have to die alone And as long as I got eyes you ain't gotta cry alone I got you, you got me, that's how it go Real talk