There's a different side of me that I don't really know
I thought I knew that part of me but
She isn't fully grown
I tried to read the policy, guess it doesn't show
Thought I had control of life but I don't
I always bite my tongue
Keep the little parts of me
Shaded by the sun
Just in case I start to bleed
They call it having fun
I just can't get what I need
Wish it didn't bother me
So much
Held up
Shaking
Cause the reflections on the walls
Keep changing
And maybe I don't need
No glass to say it
I'm just tryna find myself
Not anybody else
Thought I saw some old school friends
Looked like they had it all
Photos on their timeline scream
They're happy by default
But that's just what their parents say
Every time they fall
Maybe I'm not built like them at all
I always bite my tongue
Keep the little parts of me
Shaded by the sun
Just in case I start to bleed
I wish it didn't bother me
So much
I wish it didn't bother me
So much
Held up
Shaking
'Cause the reflections on the walls
Keep changing
And maybe I don't need
No glass to say it
I'm just tryna find myself
Not anybody else
Called my mom told her
I didn't understand it
All my friends know their way
All I feel is stranded
She said wait
You'll find your place
There's no way to plan it
Mmm
Called my mom told her
I didn't understand it
All my friends know their way
All I feel is stranded
She said wait
You'll find your place
There's no way to plan it
Mmm
Held up
Shaking
Cause the reflections on the walls
Keep changing
And maybe I don't need
No glass to say it
I'm just tryna find myself
Not anybody else
Held up
Shaking
'Cause the reflections on the walls
Keep changing
Maybe I don't need
No glass to say it
I'm just tryna find myself
Not anybody else