Yeah (Radkoun) And I like being happy but it sucks when it's over All my friends do drugs but I'm tryna stay sober Now you put me to the test but I've not done the homework And I love my life but I want it to be over sometimes Sometimes I, I, I got lots of stuff on my mind And I wanna cry And I really cry All alone, in my room Everybody say they love me and they say that I'm so cool But I don't fucking see it I don't see it And I doubt that they mean it Damn And I'm still looking for the reason Just something to believe in But I don't know what I'm seeking And I don't know what to believe in All the poison that I'm breathing Going back to the deep end And I just wish That I'd love myself Tryna fix the world before I go to hell Yeah, yeah Taking things to the grave that I could never tell And I'm just a soul Walking through the rain, tryna find my way home Yeah, but I just don't know where to go And the rain turns into snow And I like being happy but it sucks when it's over All my friends do drugs but I'm tryna stay sober Now you p- Now you put me to the test but I've not done the homework And I love my life but I want it to be over sometimes