Pain From the chemicals I've put into my brain From smoking until I go insane The rain won't break I Wanna dive until the corners of your mind Wanna know what Makes you laugh and What makes you cry I need the sun To rise Here I lay now Tangled in blues Dry under rain Got to learn how Not to infuse My soul and my brain Afraid Of the memories I just Can't escape That come beating myself up day after day Go, away Mom I promise I will quit Before you're gone But maybe I'll be dust Before the dawn Run, beyond, the Sun Run Run Here I lay now Tangled in blues Dry under rain Got to learn how Not to infuse My soul and my brain Take me away Just for the day To strawberry fields Stand on the roof Feel bulletproof While nothing is real