I thank the universe I woke up alive and I'm breathing
In the studio, I just had a couple of meetings
My girl healthy, my family healthy, my niggas eating
We all tryna make a life given everything we been, through
Put me in the booth I bet I burn it down
Everytime I'm going thru it, I turn it around
When you working in sound, gotta be conscious of tone
So best watch yours with me, don't stop when I'm on
See em watching the throne, yeah but I'm not finna let up
Remember being down bad felt like I couldn't get up
But that lil angel on my shoulder saying keep ya head up
I grew up fast, but when you growing you gotta step up
If I show love it's cuz I can, you ain't gotta thank me
And you ain't gotta lie to kick it fam just say it frankly
In a spaceship thinking back to my grandma Angie's
Momma went back to Cali, felt like she left the family
But big boys don't cry
Young Brotha wipe ya eyes
I swear that's what I told myself about a million times
Been through the most it i feel like i done lived a million lives
I woulda died if I ain't never put them pills aside
And if he did decide that cop coulda shot me in traffic
On I-70, gun pointed where my hat is
Being in black in America feeling hella thankless
I'm getting high cuz tryna stay alive done made me anxious
But I'm still living
So I'm still giving thanks
Said I'm still living
All gas no brakes, give a fuck what they say
Put together squad cause I wanted to see my brothers winning
Twenty twenty sucked for most of us, but I still had the vision
Put money in they pockets niggas can't tell me I didn't
Had to let a couple go they was caught in the gimmicks
I know I'm not for every one but I can handle that
It's hard to handle when people I love can't have my back
If I make you feel small this ain't yo habitat
Whatever you was on before, you should go head back to that
I'm pissed off, I done spent too many days tryna get this shit off
I gave grace, they spit in my face I feel ripped off
Hardly great. They Just dead weight I had to trim off
Don't let 'em say they walked away, they got kicked off
But that's on me, I should've knew before they moved in
Now I'm on the back end cutting off these loose ends
I'll slap them pennies out yo hand, fuck yo 2 cents
They gon talk behind my back in public they don't do shit
If you supported me just know that mean a lot to me
I'm feeling confident right now, fuck that modesty
Might bring them cameras out cuz this some shit you gotta see
Rest in peace Johnny if you was here you'd be so proud me