I don't know what's worse The fact I almost said I love you first Or that you can't remember I'm lucky my self worth Means more than her to myself Never to you I thought you were different Boy was I wrong I guess I only used you To write this song Last night when I looked in your eyes Filled with little white lies Pull my hair back, what a setback Self-sabotage only you would do that I'd give you the world But I deserve so much better Said I never felt closer to anyone but you That's before I could see right through it Don't listen to anyone but yourself I'm not gonna stick around I thought you were different Boy was I wrong I guess I only used you To write this song Last night when I looked in your eyes Filled with little white lies Pull my hair back, what a setback Self-sabotage only you would do that I'd give you the world But I deserve so much better I deserve so much better Than this, than you I'm so glad I didn't have to see it through Sorry won't cut it so you might as well shut it It was fun while it lasted Phone calls while you're blasted Self-sabotage casted on you