Wasted time. Wasted breath. And for what? There's nothing left. My pillows crisp, the tears have dried. Her selfish ways-my bloodshot eyes. I used to wake up everyday and hear her voice. But now waking up isn't the preferred choice. Holding back the anger, and giving up my pride. I wish I could have seen what she would do with her lies. Clinging onto sanity but crossing the lines, A new day awaits, for my fake smile. A whole new day. A fresh new start. Forget it ever happened for good things fell apart. But now that she's not in my life, Every little thing I see has lost it's shine. The countless hours I spent trying to please her. Would the time have been wasted had this not occured? Holding back the anger and giving up my pride. Staring at her picture with a tear in my eye. It's difficult to hold back all these feelings I hide. Taking in deep breaths, I'm too numb inside. Holding back the anger, and giving up my pride. Staring at her picture with a tear in my eye. It's difficult to hold back all these feelings I hide. Taking in deep breaths, I'm too numb inside.