Point break, hope lost And I've done nothing wrong to deserve this, I'm nerveless And all I've ever wanted, is just to understand, why this disease Infects me and why I can't live the life you all have Pick me up, pick me up whoa oh It's no suprise this has come back to haunt me So hold me up while its pulling me down But with my eyes shut, it opens my world Cause what I've started, I've gotta see Point break, hope lost, all immunity is gone and unworthy, it hurts me And if I didn't feel so insecure I might scream out for help Pick me up, pick me up whoa oh It's no suprise this has come back to haunt me So hold me up while its pulling me down But with my eyes shut, it opens my world There's much more life to live, and much more love to give, its the Beating in my chest that keeps my head from giving up, cause what I've Started, I've gotta see Please tell me everything will go away with this pill that I take whole, To fill this hole I wish it was that simple but I guess I can do as I've been told and Dig this hole