I can't sleep, mind's racing violently Starting to wonder if I should accept defeat I tried my best, I've given this all I can But it wasn't enough, now giving up is all I've got left Truth be told, been a mess awhile A broken soul is all that I know I've held on cause I'm in denial That I can still be who I was and escape who I am I can't sleep, I'm buried beneath my sheets Tired of rejection, it's taken the best of me I close my eyes and picture what I would write for a reason if I just stopped breathing tonight Truth be told, been a mess forever Wish I could say that I'm getting better I held on till I wrote this letter I'll never be who I was and escape who I am Truth be told, wish that I'd stop shaking I'll make this call hoping someone saves me I'll hold on till the darkness takes me Cause I can still be who I was and escape who I am If I could just find who I was I'd escape who I am