Sometimes I kiss my scars It's over with, Is this it? Sometimes I breathe in deep Lungs close up, I wish you married me Sometimes I break down Give up everything But then I think about you You're so strong, you were so strong It's been two years since we even talked But I still call, hoping you'll pick up It kills me to know you took your life No one even knows you were my star and sky Drift away I could lie and try to say that I'm the same Don't watch me cry over your grave I'll take a drink, maybe two or twenty You're watching me Kiss another on the face, I feel guilty Though you aren't here, I don't dare to erase I still pay for your phone so I can hear you speak Hear you drift away I could lie and try to say that I'm the same Don't watch me cry over your grave I'll take a drink, maybe two or twenty