He was Ashen, ashen With his pale, sunken face And he had Dark thoughts, dark thoughts Mirrored in his empty gaze And he was All alone, so alone With the nightmares creeping in But he's Screaming, screaming Just dying to be thin 'It must be a phase,' their voices just blur into one 'It's a girl's disease,' but oh, they couldn't be more wrong These dark thoughts, they are my own I fade away right to my bones They didn't help They couldn't know Can't do this on my own His body's Wasting, wasting As he's restricting more and more He likes the Feeling, feeling Of being lighter than before And he felt Broken, broken And didn't know if he could cope And he was Falling, stumbling With no light at the end of the road 'It must be a phase,' their voices just blur into one 'It's a girl's disease,' but oh, they couldn't be more wrong Stoney faces, judging gazes, 'why can't you just eat?' Just 'cause he's a man, you think his pain is obsolete Well these dark thoughts, they are my own I fade away right to my bones They'll never help They'll never know I'll do this on my own 'It must be a phase,' their voices just blur into one 'It's a girl's disease,' but oh, they couldn't be more wrong These dark thoughts, they are my own I fade away right to my bones They didn't help They couldn't know Can't do this on my own He was Ashen, ashen And he had Dark thoughts, dark thoughts And he was all alone, so alone But he's screaming, screaming