I'm lost without you Tell me what to do Don't leave me Cold Palms against the window pane Under my gown, my legs, they shake Staring out into the dawn The palest sky hangs up above Jewels are running down my arms The cold of plastic on my scars Fluorescent lights along the ward So clinical, so pale and gaunt Feed me up until I'm sick But I know I will fight for this I'm lost without you You never really knew me Tell me what to do I always lied Cold I was always alone Who am I without you? In this hospital bed I'm only hours from my death Prison floors, and doors, and walls My life is stale, and cold, and drawn I just want to see you try I'll never eat, never comply Skeletons in every bed Screaming voices in my head Watching me, my every move Leave this place no time soon Watching me, my every move Leave this place no time soon