Got to stop treating
These hoes like wifey
They don't love me they love
The idea of a nigga like me
The girls where I'm
From have all lost their appeal
So I fly girls to my city to
Find something I can feel
I wake up next to models who tell
Me last night I came on too strong
But I know she still loves her ex so she'll put the
Blame on me only cause she feels that she's done him wrong
They can't live with that guilt
That's just not how their built
See my focus
Was ladies
And I was trying to swim in pussy
Like rivers Euphrates
For as deep as I love myself
Is as deep as they'll hate me
The more the world paid me
Played me and made it harder
To save me
Highway to Heaven
In a Mercedes
Cause money streams only
Made me drown in my vices
And my stubbornness only
Left my family adviceless
The boy who loses the most
Turns into the man who's wisest
So I never questioned where
Christ is in the midst of this crisis
I bought you those window seats
Girl you better get your pretty ass up on that plane
She told me she wanted to fuck and
The only thing she knew of me was my name
I am so tired of feeling alone
I do not know what the fuck to
Call home
It's been 23 years where the fuck
Excuse me right now bitch
I'm just in my zone
Naked bitches all up
In my fucking phone
Never asked she sent
Them on her own
Ever have a model strip for you
With a view of your city in the back
No so don't tell
Me how to act
My mind packed but my
Tongue flows in conversation
Why she ain't ask If I had
Kids with no hesitation
She said your passion for
What you love bleeds through
So if you did that's something
I would've known about you
That shit right there made
Me feel like a fucking man
And till a woman values your
Passion you'll never understand
Built my lessons on women from their
Common actions and tendencies
So when I catch their lies
They don't see the ammo
They're lending me
Establishing relationships
That don't ever stay
So when they fly home they leave with a
Why you live so far away
I tell them I won't forget
Them only to be kind
Because you might be on my
Dick but you not on my mind
I am so tired of girls who lost
Potential only to end up an ex
Cause that pain stays deep in my heart and
I just put the pain from the past on my next
I am so tired of
Feeling alone
I do not know what the
Fuck to call home
It's been 23 years
Where the fuck
Excuse me right now bitch
I'm just in my zone
I hate seeing pretty bitches
That we grew up with
Get bagged by average niggas
And fall off
And fuck all them niggas you
With they all soft
So I got models in
My downtown hall loft
Well not my loft I just
Made reservations
You got Netflix and chill
I forward flight confirmations
I like options and women
Are my addiction
Could of been drugs alcohol
Or popping prescriptions
Love her body but not
Her influenced decisions
So it's easy to read her mind
In regards of her intentions
The night sky over the city
And her silhouette
All lust does is kill you
Slowly like a cigarette
We get what we
Feel we deserve
So when I see you with a lame
I stay silent and reserved
Cause that either says you
Don't think highly of yourself
Or you not in it for love and
Only the appearance of wealth
I am not naive I know that once
You leave we probably won't speak again
Cause it's not realistic to live that far
Away and remain only as friends
The beautiful ones always
End up so lonely
You know what I want girl
I got enough homies
You love to talk it
But girl you got to show me
I ain't got the time to try to
Take this slowly
The things women do to try
To get to know me
None of these bitches out
Here can control me
I'm in pain and none of
This shit can console me
I'm lonely and this shit
Is killing me slowly
I'm talking to you bitch
I need you to hold me
Fuck feelings my chain
Icy like hockey goalies
Fuck feelings my chain
Icy like hockey goalies
Fuck all those dreams
That you sold me
Fuck the old me dumb
Bitch this is the cold me