Wish I could get the demons off my mind Long enough to feel alive Wish I could fake a smile face the world outside They say these things will come in time Lately I've been wondering when I lost my way I used to stand a little taller Used to laugh a little louder Stayed out a little longer Poured my drinks a little stronger Trying to get a little back of who I was before Is she here anymore 'Cause I wanna be A little more like the old me I wanna fight but I don't know how Everything feels upside down Hanging on by a thread Let's wear it out Trying to find the ups in the ups and downs Lately I've been wondering trying to find my way I used too stand a little taller Used too laugh a little louder Stayed out a little longer Poured my drinks a little stronger Trying to get a little back of who I was before Is she here anymore 'Cause I wanna be A little more like the old me A little scared but I'm only Human so I'm hoping There a little bit left for me A little bit left of the old me I used too stand a little taller Used too laugh a little louder Stayed out a little longer Poured my drinks a little stronger Trying to get a little back Of who I was before Is she here anymore 'Cause I wanna be A little more like the old me Like the old me