Hard times, I couldn't eat
Late nights, I couldn't sleep
After all you did for me, you just had to up and leave
Shots fired to my chest, I used to use you as my vest
But at the end of this life, it ain't nothin' but hope left
I remember when you told me you wouldn't leave
I remember when you locked me up and threw away the key
It wasn't in my dreams but you wanted more heart from me
Loyalty still the same but now I'm trying to find me
How could you use me?
You played me stupid, it's so uncool
This told the truth and you abused it, now I'm focused on my future
And I'm owned to the next, a better life with my music
Procrastination, no stress taken, because I do this
But you know this, and look, God is my weapon for any nigga that ain't tested
Moany to the money, get the bag and get that check in
Mind over matter, bossed up, ain't got my check in, testing to these streets
My lawyer, TA, never left me
Blue in my eyes, I'm goin' blind, oh
Stuck in these streets, feel like my life froze
I been running these streets, got me dehydrated
Ay, livin' so crazy, feel like I'm dyin', babe
Ay, blue in my eyes, I'm goin' blind, oh
Stuck in these streets, feel like my life froze
I been running these streets, got me dehydrated
Ay, livin' so crazy, feel like I'm dyin', babe
It's changin', all you lil' bitches, switch up, see
Loyal to the key, if you ain't go it then you fucked, see
Pain in my eyes, man I swear I'm not gonna cry
They just up and took my G from me, I'm hopin' I don't die, see
Money on my mind, man, I swear I'm on my grind, just
Give me enough time and then I promise I'm gon' shine, yuh
Nigga out here writing and tryin' to get into these rhymes
And if you really went the game then you could really fall in line
All that pay shit don't go down, man, that pay shit only rise
I can't see through all these lies, guess I'm really wastin' time
Tryin' to look behind these guys 'cause my heart be good and proud
'Cause my heart be good and proud, but
I'ma ride this wave, I guess I'm comin' out my cave
I'm goin' to church, I'm gettin' saved, my heart to the Lord I gave
I'm on the road to a better me, all the glory I can't wait to see
This my testimony to the people who been doubting me, yeah
Blue in my eyes, I'm goin' blind, oh
Stuck in these streets, feel like my life froze
I been running these streets, got me dehydrated
Ay, livin' so crazy, feel like I'm dyin', babe
Ay, blue in my eyes, I'm goin' blind, oh
Stuck in these streets, feel like my life froze
I been running these streets, got me dehydrated
Ay, livin' so crazy, feel like I'm dyin', babe
Blue in my eyes, I'm goin' blind, oh
Stuck in these streets, feel like my life froze
I been running these streets, got me dehydrated
Ay, livin' so crazy, feel like I'm dyin', babe
Ay, blue in my eyes, I'm goin' blind, oh
Stuck in these streets, feel like my life froze
I been running these streets, got me dehydrated
Ay, livin' so crazy, feel like I'm dyin', babe
Jesus named my birthday
Amen