Where were you yesterday, today I'll be face down tonight Reminising with empty containers That might have some refills left Lost again, and I'm tired of trying To be a part of something that's not there Invitations are spoken freely Still my kind isn't welcomed in I'm on the outside watching... I'd hate to end it all so quickly Some things that never began We spent so many days alive And yet we still haven't lived I want something real for me Somethings that will never go I want a fucken guarentee A live that I don't deserve