I just try to, try to understand why life makes us feel blue
'Cause I do
Day by day, few moments of real happiness come to me through
Shades of blue
Bad days
Giving up on that mad blaze
Giving up in that haze, uh-oh
Trying to understand my life
Every day so mental, need to settle, need to breathe
I could use a pen to ease the demons I live with
I could use a hand to please me, even though I did, baby
Even though I did
Dreams get heavy when you age, I'm on the line
Where you feel you're on the edge, but you got time
Am I fine? I'm a mess, still a babe at 26
With no money, no success
Stop with the stress
I just try to, try to understand why life makes us feel blue
'Cause I do
Day by day, few moments of real happiness come to me through
Shades of blue
Blue color is so subtle
My feels are puzzle
But I'd rather see in double
Than seeing one only trouble
Bad days
Giving up on that mad blaze
Giving up in that haze, uh-oh
Trying to understand my life
I don't wanna stay, but don't wanna lose everything that I built
I'm scared today, yeah, I'm scared to choose, 'cause I'll fuck it up with my guilt
I don't live, I wait, I don't sing, I bait, I don't, I don't know
Don't run though, I'm late, hesi-hesitate as they go
You're no baby, but you feel new to this place (uh-oh)
Filled with people seeing you starting the race
"Fall on knees, put a poker face" (poker face)
"Crawl until you wheeze, 'til you win the chase" (uh-oh)
I just try to, try to understand why life makes us feel blue
'Cause I do
Day by day, few moments of real happiness come to me through
Shades of blue, baby
Baby, baby
Baby, baby
Blue, blue, blue, blue, blue, blue, blue
Oh-ooh, blue, blue, blue