It doesn't matter how I pretend Beauty is my only friend When no one is here to defend Beauty is my only friend Sitting in the window looking out Wonder what it's all about What makes you scream and shout Try to prevent my hands from shaking My heart and body is aching Not in phase for decision making I was in need of a heart when I found a fist It was heaven from the start and we'd coexist I'm still beautiful as long as I don't resist Now my eyes are full of nothing and I'm hiding my wrists Looking into the mirror and I see myself I wanna be unsinkable Looking into the mirror and I see myself I wanna be unsinkable Unsinkable It doesn't matter how I pretend It doesn't matter how I pretend When beauty is my only friend Feeling shortness of breath Unconscious on the bed, this must be close to death I'm burning up like a cigarette My bed is full of sweat, should I run? Constantly under threat I was in need of a heart when I found a fist It was heaven from the start and we'd coexist I'm still beautiful as long as I don't resist Now my eyes are full of nothing and I'm hiding my wrists Looking into the mirror and I see myself I wanna be unsinkable Looking into the mirror and I see myself I wanna be unsinkable Unsinkable Be unsinkable Unsinkable