Twisting and grasping and I cannot find her First it was her body last night was her web Glistening gossamer stretched from my pillow Where I'd laid my head Now I stretch my mind trying to find what she said I wake and it's all faded away And in the daytime I'm left To figure it out on my own Someone tried to teach me to never say never It's so funny I never saw that one again I'm sure they're still somewhere deep down In the dirt in the back of my head They just never call me it's not like they're dead You can love someone and just not stay friends Wake one day to find they've faded away And in the daytime I know I've Faded plenty on my own And you used to tell me how you'd live forever It's ok that's not what you tell me anymore I used to imagine that you'd disappear while I became a crone Either way I'd lose track of your flesh and your bone I'd try not to be scared as I walked on alone Wake one day to find you've faded away And in the daytime I know I've learned how to walk on my own I wake and it's all faded away And in the daytime I know I've woven a web of my own