Drinking alone outside of town at night Staring out trying to tune in to a ghost It's all become static now When everything good burns out and fades away Leaves the dust, all the ash and all the smoke Got so close But it's raining like it always does Fills the sky Tired of waiting here alone in this wayward life How much shit can one kid take before he's had enough Every street light burst to light Make dead eyes open up Walk the shoreline try and stop this rust Feel so disconnected all the time So afraid this might be all there is How long does it take to feel alive? Take to feel alive... Swing at the wind that blew the hope away Left you here waiting to stare into the sun See if it burns ya down See if it softens everything too hard Lights it up and maybe something good'll come But it's raining like it always does Fills the sky Tired of waiting here alone in this wayward life How much shit can one kid take before he's had enough Every street light burst to light Make dead eyes open up Walk the shoreline try and stop this rust Feel so disconnected all the time So afraid this might be all there is How long does it take to feel alive? Take to feel alive... Get so numb A shadow world outside