Seen how you're treated Don't wanna turn out like you So I'd adjusted You left me feeling confused I've wasted the last 17 years of my life I'm not going back But I'm gunna run away anymore Not anymore Under the carpet You know the things that kids say Cracks in the mirror Words in a dark and whole way All I remember spending december alone Thanks for the patience There's nothing left in my heart I've wasted the last 17 years of my life I'm not going back But I'm not gunna run away anymore Not anymore I've wasted the last 17 years of my life I'm not going back But I'm not gunna run away anymore (I will be waiting) Not anymore (I will be waiting) Not anymore