I see you again, a painful reminder A casualty of acquaintance Looking for the first fuck-up God knows you must be tired The cross you bear, your favorite shelter The forget me not of that loyal temper Smell you later, friends Who's gonna pay for this shit? Well, that depends You're sad That you had to miss it But you're glad You weren't involved When a shock to the ribs or a kick to the head Didn't open up your lying eyes Despite the anger and dissent With our regrets, your check request's denied I stared at heaven through the gates of hell Liked the weather, couldn't stand the smell And still I spit out razors from my bitter eyes Tall as a banana fence, blasting cigarettes Dull as any hammer gets, twice the mess Don't trust me or my temper When I get drunk, I lie Some dummies get the affluence to match their madness Started off at a size eleven, moved to cohasset Built a doll house for a month And cried, they're splitting at the seams, so why am I? I stared at heaven through the gates of hell Liked the weather, couldn't stand the smell And still I spit out razors from my bitter eyes It's the blood from the rock that you can't get enough That razor's love for bitter me Who's botching up the harmony? With a smile that said "I'm guilty," I stood up Left heaven at the gates of hell And I am never going back