This is not how I need to remember you My dreams lie outloud but they pull me through As I, wonder how im breathing My eyes have failed to find you with me Well here I lay motionless standing still Holding on to what I thought was but you will Leave me and lie until my last breaths Hating how you've left me Even if I could scream it'd only be Half a sigh of what I think of you And I fail to find you with me Well here I lay motionless standing still Holding on to what I thought that was but you will Leave me and lie until my last breaths Hating how you've left me Here I wait for your descent to the ground Opportunity for hate, to write you out Of my heart and my, my last dreams To bury you, pathetic and ordinary Just like how you left me now Hate how you've left me now Well here I lay motionless standing still Holding on to what I thought that was but you will Leave me and lie until my last breaths Hating how you've left, you've left me You've left me You've left me