Sometimes I crucify my heart And gather all the morbid lies to make me better Sometimes I versify a fairytale And praise myself to hide my real name, face, lips, size and my clothes brand 'Cause there's so much contradictions That made some a-a-afflictions So sick So, I can't say a prayer It's freezing my lips and my tongue I have a conviction It's what I called by fashion I use it as my defense But it just return my revenge And I realize I live in lies I sacrifice my real life Let's eat the weed Because I'm so fed up to burn then smoke it But I will never kill myself 'Cause I have so many dreams that I have to reach Though I die, it won't be easy 'Cause I'll get up and seize all the sweet things I never get and have