Wide awake on the couch
Don't know what we're fightin' 'bout
This isn't the first time
Said some things I didn't mean
Actin' like we're 17
I hate makin' you cry
Runnin' out of times to apologize
I need to love you better than this, what am I doin'?
One more slip and I'm gonna lose you
I got to get my shit together
And love you better, yeah
Better, before you change your mind
And slam the front door, leave me behind
And I think I hate myself forever
I need to love you better than this
'Cause there's nothing better than this, no
I swear to God, I'll get it right
And turn my best into a lie
I'll pay more attention
I don't want all of this
To turn into what could have been
A chance at redemption
Runnin' out of times to apologize
I need to love you better than this, what am I doing?
One more slip and I'm gonna lose you
I got to get my shit together
And love you better, yeah
Better, before you change your mind
And slam the front door, leave me behind
And I think I hate myself forever
I need to love you better than this, ooh, yeah
'Cause there's nothing better than this, no
Shadows on the ceiling like
I'm upside down and feeling
Like I don't even know me at all
Waitin' for permission to be
Everything I'm missin' isn't
The way I planned this at all
I need to love you better than this, what am I doing?
One more slip and I'm gonna lose you
I got to get my shit together
And love you better, yeah
Better, before you change your mind
And slam the front door and leave me behind
And I think I hate myself forever
I need to love you better than this, ooh, yeah
'Cause there's nothing better than this, no, no, no, no
I wanna to love you better than this, ooh, yeah
Ooh, there's nothing better than this, no
I need to love you better than this