I'm feeling mad Faking it, loving it Wanting it, Silly me How did I ended so messed up When did you forget to pay attention All the good is us to share it Boom boom, comes back You run away How could I know unless I give all And try everything I was scared of Who would have told me so I could avoid it But I know me, I know me, I know I would have done it anyway I know you think that you control me I wouldn't blame you or anybody I know I lost my self and found myself again Not only one, or two or three times over Turn left, turn right, move closer, pull back I knew it was just a matter of time Till I got tired and threw up in your lap Just realized you are only a half When you wake up wanting me back You just fit together in my eyes But you're broken, fall out of my hands Holding my breath keeping air in My dead body feels exhausted You have done it over and over Just when I feel I can own you